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Hero Magazine 9: Elsie Fisher

Heroine Magazine Issue 9 feat. actress, elsie fisher; Out in print October 2018

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Eighth grade notoriously marks a time in our lives where we begin to call into question not only who we are, but who we want to become. In her latest film Eighth Grade – Bo Burnham’s directorial debut – Elsie Fisher navigates this challenging age with the kind of refined and captivating performance that sees the 15-year-old actor step away from the 'child actor' label with critical acclaim.

For Fisher, the film came along during a difficult time in her own life, one where she began to question whether acting was truly for her after a slew of auditions for roles that she just didn't relate to. Her character Kayla in Eighth Grade, an eighth grader who gives out life advice via her YouTube channel that she can’t quite seem to follow herself, represented the antithesis of this, portraying an authentic image of youth culture that absolutely rings true.

Capturing the dizzying and digital teenage experience that is specific to Generation Z, here we’re reminded that the essence of youth is growth, something Elsie continues to do that not only as Kayla, but as herself on the daily, giving definition to individuality and maturity as she moves into a defining stage of her career.  

Lindsey Okubo: I was reading an interview with your director, Bo Burnham, who remarked that of all the kids trying out for the role, you were the only person that felt like a shy kid pretending to be confident. To what extent was this film emotionally biographical?
Elsie Fisher: Yeah, I was really nervous going into this audition because her character means a lot to me and I really relate to her. I just feel incredibly lucky that I could portray her story on screen. I don't know, I think a lot of teens are kind of objectified.

Lindsey: What do you mean by that?
Elsie: I wanted to treat her like a person. I feel like a lot of teens are stereotyped, they’re either the nerd, the popular kid or the goth, or they’re their interest, like, oh, he’s an artist, she’s a painter, or whatever. Kayla is just a person, yeah she makes her videos and stuff but that’s not what her story is about.

Lindsey: Yeah there's a lot more to her, it was refreshing and we were allowed to see that through the vulnerability you gave her. Did you feel vulnerable stepping into this role? Especially since she was a character that resonated so closely with your own experiences?
Elsie: Oh absolutely, I think any acting you do has to be vulnerable, you have to be vulnerable for it to work because you need to be allowed to make mistakes and I think that's a really scary thing too. I was lucky enough to be in an environment on set where I could be free and kind of chaotic through the character. A lot of her experiences are normal for most people but in all honesty we would never open up about this stuff because it’s scary to talk about feelings such as anxiety.

Lindsey: Thinking about when I was in eighth grade or moving to high school, all these conversations about anxiety, or even using that word so openly reflects such a different time. Do you feel like it's different to grow up now then perhaps even ten years ago?
Elsie: I think it’s very different to grow up right now just because of the rise of technology. I mean, honestly I think it's also creating more of an awareness about mental health, alongside more anxiety – it's amplifying all of our emotions. It’s even different to grow up now than like five years ago, because I’m in the same generation as my brother who’s five years younger, but his experience growing up is completely different from mine and they’re just becoming more rapid.

Lindsey: What are you seeing that makes you say that?
Elsie: I don't know, I just see a disconnect in kids. I think a lot of them are wrapped up in entertainment, or rather in enjoying things rather than enjoying each other. I don’t blame them for it, it’s not their fault, it’s their parents fault for giving them a phone in the first place. But on another note, I think maturity is rising up as well, I think the internet brings a lot of self-awareness for people. For example, there are kids in his class that are politically aware and they're talking about Trump at school. I’ve never talked about political stuff in class and when I was eleven, I was very much a child, I mean even up until my seventh grade year I didn't even feel like I was a teenager at all. It's just crazy to me, I can't with full honesty say it's completely wrecking them for life but like, I don't know, it’s just different.

Lindsey: That kind of makes me sad too because I feel like there's an element of innocence that's essentially lost when you’re so self-aware at such a young age and you have access to so much, do you think kids nowadays are losing their sense of childhood and do you think that's fair?
Elsie: I do think kids are losing their sense of childhood because, with the other kids who are self-aware, you become a joke to them. I think there's a lot of rude energy between kids who are just enjoying themselves and those who are you know, “more mature”. It’s as if it’s uncool to be a kid. I think people are expected to grow up a lot faster, not even necessarily by adults but by their own peers and it can be a lot of pressure to feel perfect right now when the truth of the matter is that childhood is a time to mess up and make mistakes and have fun. I don't think it is very fair, but I think part of the problem is that the world feels like it's on fire right now, but yeah, whatever [laughs]. Another part of it is probably the internet, and I think kids really should have way more restricted access. The internet is a great thing for adolescents in that it helps them find community, but it can also put a lot of pressure on kids to find themselves and that can be a lot.

Lindsey: I’m curious as to how you're defining “maturity”? Of course maturity is associated with knowledge but another aspect of it is just being self-honest. Do you think for those kids who seem mature at your age, is it more so a false sense of maturity?
Elsie: I think a false sense of maturity is absolutely what I meant. It's not true maturity, maturity in my eyes is being accepting of your own mistakes and realising that you're going to be okay. For me it's not about how smart you are, it's about how you deal with your own failures, and a lot of adolescent maturity has to do with irony and satire, and you’re mature if you're in on the joke and if you’re not in on the joke, you’re lame or whatever. It really is still about popularity or acceptance.

Lindsey: Right, and with all this heightened self-awareness and political-awareness, in the news, with social media and trends, how do you then turn self-awareness into individuality?
Elsie: I don't know if I have the answer to that question. I don’t know if we need to be turning it into individuality, I think we just need to be turning it into acceptance, because too many people want to be individual when it's actually okay to be like other people. This is just my opinion I guess, but we should just learn to be kinder to each other and kinder to ourselves and worry about other people and if they're feeling happy and okay – or maybe it’s the opposite, maybe we should worry about if we're happy and not care what other people think.

Lindsey: It’s interesting to think about the differences between individuality and acceptance because your generation are sort of brought up performing – through social media, for example – and maybe your ideas of individuality revolve more so around standing out versus “being yourself”.
Elsie: I mean, individuality means like, you know, you can be picked out of the crowd, you are unique, you're different, I guess. Yet that shouldn’t be the biggest worry that people have. I think just the social aspects of our life have made us all want to stand out and be popular, be a celebrity and celebrities are unique, individual, blah blah blah. We just have so many other things to worry about right now and it's like, you should be okay just being a normal person. I think a lot of people want to be their own brand and their own celebrity when there are other things to worry about.

Lindsey: I can imagine it’s weird for you because you’re even having to explain this to me and be the voice of your generation. Do you feel like gaps in generations and humanity in general are being more apparent to the point where empathy and understanding become circumstantial?
Elsie: It’s weird to a point, but I also understand it, I don’t know if any generation has understood the one after them. I feel really grateful to have this platform because I haven’t really had kids in my age group wanting to talk about the stuff I want to talk about. There's a lot of things that should be said that I've been trying to approach. I've been trying to speak about mental health as someone who has really struggled with it, and speaking about it is so important. It is weird but talking to people is also weird if you think about it.

Lindsey: What are the conversations that people are having that make you say that they’re not talking about “these things”?  
Elsie: I feel like a lot of teen celebrities – at least that I've seen – have been acting, or doing whatever they've done, for life, so they're a little removed from the situation, and I think a lot of “normal kids” aren’t represented. I think I just I have to offer another perspective on things perhaps, I know a lot of people are out there speaking about these things but a lot of people who speak on mental health aren’t very genuine about it. I do think there are a lot of better ways to talk about things and I don't know the correct way to talk about everything but I think I know a better way and I'm trying to get there. They aren’t these cute, little bouts of teen angst, they are like actual medical things that people are dealing with and we should figure out ways to talk about them.

Lindsey: What things do you think are helping you out and what do you think is missing?
Elsie: I think a lot of it is human connection, and I think people are just so worried about themselves. I think human connection definitely can help and just being open and honest and having two-way conversations, it's really important. Also having people in your life you can get advice from. I try to be that person for the people I know but yeah, I mean, there are other things like making sure that you can just take a moment to let your mind take a break. I think that's something a lot of people forget to do, just not do anything for a minute because yeah, we lay awake at night before we sleep but being bored is kind of healthy I think.

Lindsey: And in having all these experiences that you personally have lived through, do you ever wish that you could have grown up in a different time?
Elsie: I mean, yeah sometimes I do crave the world of different times, but I also know that I wouldn't be who I am right now if I lived in a different time and I feel so lucky to live the life that I live right now and know the people I know. Also the fact that I got to be a part of this incredible project, working with Bo and everyone, now I have a platform to speak about things. I think I feel very lucky to live right now.